Notes

God is tapping me on my shoulder,

And asking me to write a song. I feel like I sound alike

(Those would have

God wants me to write a song,

And then suddenly I'm write it already

It's easier this way,

To sing, and write,

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I just heard a laugh that reminded me of a laugh of which I thought only one like it existed, it felt like a sister laugh, to a girl I went to high school with, who might be at this people of color dinner in two weeks, a dinner I want to attend with someone to not feel alone but a dinner I might have to still attend by myself and the Lord. Melissa Centeno, Jennifer Ngo, Colin McFarlane, Chris Golding

Laughter feels like an exhale and a smile,

A letting go I forgot was free

That sometimes comes paired with a feeling like nausea but it really just my abs tightening, like contractions,

Ready for what is coming, forming, alighting

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